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I didn't think that i would ever see the day when i heard my idol tell me that i should hate myself. Well, she won...i do. i hate myself so much i don'tn know what to do with myself anymore.
 Even know im typing this in tears and can bearly see the screen through my water- filled eyes.
The thought of suicide often wanders in my head and i have tried cuting myself but im too much of a coward to feel pain.
Whats wrong with me?
Why can't i properly hold the knife?
Why can't i convince myself to jump?
Questions like this often circle my head.
"You should hate yourself"
"You are ugly"
These words followed me.
These people haunted me.

Art Thou Mad, King Henry?

Today my Ap Euro History teacher bought a class pet and we were all really excited. It was a hamster and was just about the cutest little thing ever to lay eyes on. It was just adorable. We all decided to name it King Henry a partial character in the vast knowledge of History. He had a little wheel that he liked to run around in. We all were captivated by his cuteness.
i couldn't even concentrate on my class because of the cute hamster rolling around the class in his little ball. KING HENRY, WHY ARE YOU SO DISTRACTINGLY SEXY??!!
So then later that day Mr. Sterret (Ap Euro Teacher) decides to take him out. King Henry decides to have war against the almighty Sterret. King Henry came forth with victory and got immediately placed in his cage. Mr. Sterret on the other hand ended up with a battle wound witch was a scratch on his thumb. It was a pretty bloody war. "The rabid hamster attacked me." he said concealing his wound with a band-aid. We all laughed. "Well its a good thing you all care so much about my safety" he responded sarcastically. the bell rang and it was time to go home.
 I went to go give my tour and ran into Mr. Sterret afterwards. "So are you going to get rid of king Henry?" i asked.
"Yes, I'm going to return him and get a girl hamster" he answered.
"you should name it Mary I after Bloody Mary" i said.
He just rolled his eyes and smirked.

So the gist of this post was, if your going to get a class pet be sure not to name him/her after European monarchs.